means dawn.
perhaps it hangs
on the edge of
the horizon.
night is incomplete
and obsolete.
aurora.
Sunday, March 28, 2010
Friday, March 19, 2010
Sunday, March 14, 2010
contradictions
perhaps i forgot, that life keeps going. and there are dark periods and others where you feel light as a feather, free as a dove.
i am the same, i am different. i am okay with the contradictions of who i am. and i feel okay telling people they have never experienced me when they do not understand me, and especially when they do not try. because some people, with their prejudices will never accept, their will will not permit them, their attitude will not permit them to understand, but mostly to want to understand.
it is freeing to release yourself from the constraints others arbitrarily place on you.
i am the same, i am different. i am okay with the contradictions of who i am. and i feel okay telling people they have never experienced me when they do not understand me, and especially when they do not try. because some people, with their prejudices will never accept, their will will not permit them, their attitude will not permit them to understand, but mostly to want to understand.
it is freeing to release yourself from the constraints others arbitrarily place on you.
four seasons (not the band, but i like them too)
do you remember when i said that my life is divided, into vignettes, not intentionally but naturally by the four seasons.
winter representing a sort of hibernation; a very introspective and solemn season, mixed in with a bit of holly jolly warmth from the holidays. It is a recooperation period where i mediate all of the things the warm weather intrigued me to do.
spring is an antsy time, awaiting the budding and blooming of life; a preparation period, a morcel of hope.
summer is representative of a simple luxury, warm weather, sunny days, outdoor activities every day. it is also a sort of catalyst for destructive behavior and whimsical ideas. i get dizzied by the swirl and twirl of the wind, and the quixotic colors of the sky at sunset, and completely forget that i am a logical being.
fall is a lovely time, where i imagine myself in plaid skirts and berets, and have stacks of books to read and dream about under the falling leaves. fall is the most romantic season; the colours, the symbolism of endings and beginnings bewitches me, every year. oh autumn, oh ambivalent feelings. i am so happy to have summer first, to get my wreckless out of me before starting it all over again.
impulsive summer---romantic fall----introspect/reorganize winter---revitalize spring
*and this is why, you see, i simply could not do without all four of the seasons.
winter representing a sort of hibernation; a very introspective and solemn season, mixed in with a bit of holly jolly warmth from the holidays. It is a recooperation period where i mediate all of the things the warm weather intrigued me to do.
spring is an antsy time, awaiting the budding and blooming of life; a preparation period, a morcel of hope.
summer is representative of a simple luxury, warm weather, sunny days, outdoor activities every day. it is also a sort of catalyst for destructive behavior and whimsical ideas. i get dizzied by the swirl and twirl of the wind, and the quixotic colors of the sky at sunset, and completely forget that i am a logical being.
fall is a lovely time, where i imagine myself in plaid skirts and berets, and have stacks of books to read and dream about under the falling leaves. fall is the most romantic season; the colours, the symbolism of endings and beginnings bewitches me, every year. oh autumn, oh ambivalent feelings. i am so happy to have summer first, to get my wreckless out of me before starting it all over again.
impulsive summer---romantic fall----introspect/reorganize winter---revitalize spring
*and this is why, you see, i simply could not do without all four of the seasons.
summer
To me, this is summer. grassy pastures, large shady treesm, wind softly blowing at your clothes and hair, unrestrictedly laying on a blanket reading and dreaming the day away...
Saturday, March 13, 2010
new season, new life
new season, back to main characters.
i personally view it the same was I few exfoliating. when dead skin builds up on your skin, it need to be sloughed off for the regeneration of new skin cells. this is a sort of mental/emotional/spiritual slough. i need to make room for new healthy cells!
there are so many new facets of life coming up:
-graduation
-moving in July
-hopefully visiting Prince Edward Island
-grad school!
but until all of those huge things, i need some tiny things to trifle with. weekend getaways, visits home, Door County, road trip? i don't know. help me think of ideas!
i personally view it the same was I few exfoliating. when dead skin builds up on your skin, it need to be sloughed off for the regeneration of new skin cells. this is a sort of mental/emotional/spiritual slough. i need to make room for new healthy cells!
there are so many new facets of life coming up:
-graduation
-moving in July
-hopefully visiting Prince Edward Island
-grad school!
but until all of those huge things, i need some tiny things to trifle with. weekend getaways, visits home, Door County, road trip? i don't know. help me think of ideas!
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