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is it bad that lovey dovey things make me a little sick right now?

hahaha. it's sad but true. not in an overly pessimistic way or anything but when i see high schoolers making out at the bus stop and imagining what they are promising each other i can't help but think it's all a little ridiculous. and even people my age-- i prefer not to take part. hearts and stars and unreachable dreams right now. i don't know, i'm really into friendships at the moment.

it's really strange... i was talking to chloe the other day about how i have two friends getting married this summer and she thought it was the weirdest thing to get married so young. and really, i have been in the Christian subculture mindset that it is normal. so it was really refreshing to hear that on the large scale, it isn't! I really had to step back to think about it because i really that it was super normal.